Thursday, February 14, 2008

Confirmed - BFN

Had beta this morning and it was a BFN. No suprise. What REALLY pisses me off is the fact that AF arrived about 10am. Why could it not have arrived about 4-5hours earlier so I could have slept in and not been stuck with a needle? Just my luck?!

I'm not going to dwell on why I can't seem to get all my follicles to grow much less get pregnant. So, I stopped on the way home and picked up fresh pasta and sauce and a bottle of Australian Shiraz. I'm currently on my second glass of wine, DH is working tonight so it's just me and G, the dog, having a calm relaxing valentine's day.

Thanks to everyone who wished me luck this cycle, you all make this craziness bearable.

9 comments:

Katarina Jelly Beana said...

Oh Swim! I'm so sorry! I know how much you have wanted this.

Relish the wine, sleep deeply. I'll be thinking of you and saying a prayer or two if it's all right with you.

~Carrie said...

Swim, I am so sorry. I kept hoping the home tests were wrong. And isn't it just like nasty AF to show up like that? Again, I'm so sorry.

jp said...

Very sorry about that-

I am praying for great results for your next cycle!

BrooklynGirl said...

I'm sorry.

TABI said...

I am so so sorry to hear this. I know this is so hard so please be good to yourself getting through this. I hope next cycle is it for you!

Hekateris said...

Oh, I'm so sorry to hear this.

Melanie said...

Well, crap. I hate that it wasn't good news. And I hate that this process is such an emotional roller coaster. Please have another glass of wine. I'm so sorry.

Emily said...

i am so sorry :(

Egged Out said...

that sucks. I was holding out hope for a late blooming bfp. It seems to happen once in a while - why not to us? Hang in there and pamper yourself this weekend.